today was day #13 of being clean & beside from not using coricidin, i also didn't cut. hurray for me!!! i was having cravings, so its gonna be really hard to make it past the 2 wk mark. i was also feeling extremely lonely. i've been feeling really lonely a lot recently. i have no one to go out w/. i drove past the bar and was thinking abt going in. that means i'm really desperate. desperate, lonely, and bored - a recipe for trouble.
today i went to a bridal shower, watched "28 days" w/my grandfather, colored a picture for nephew, and went on a walk.
i can't stand it that i'm so fat. everyday i just get fatter and fatter and it makes me CRAZY. one day i'm just gonna explode!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
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